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I cheated myself

Like I knew I would

I told ya, I was trouble

You know that I'm no good

{/Tuesday, January 16, 2007 ; 2:42 PM}

I received news yesterday when i was working and i cant believe it...its from my colleague....its hard to explain and i cant describe how i feel about it...it's making me soo confused and i cant stop thingking about it at all....every minute and every second of it's always on my mind...haish...tell me how...tell me how...what should i do...but nvmind....i think i'll hav to figure it out by myself...i guess it's all up to me if i wanna do it or not....it really sucks to be me...one problem gone...another comes just when im about to settle down and be happy....but i also cannot understand the whole thing itself...one minute it's this...another minute it's that....i hate fickle minded ppl...they piss me off every time....cant help it...fuckers....

{/Wednesday, January 10, 2007 ; 3:57 PM}

Things i always do:
-make fun of people
-hit, push, shove, hold or threaten to do so
-stand up and yell(my fav)
-make faces,attack the other's personality
-say "forget it", "i don't care", "so what" or anything that irritates the other
-ALWAYS interrupt

wat do u think abt it? im beginning to feel that im always angry....pissed off....and i can't seem to control my temper man....i'in always tell me to control ur temper....control ur temper....
haish....it's difficult....its just yesterday i was too angry abt some stuff i hit my refrigerator....wat the hell....my mum saw it but she could'nt say anything....she knows when im angry...it means i am...and it takes time to cool down.....maybe it's that im too tired....not enough sleep.....no time for myself...it really sucks to be me....then i hav no other things to say....and im still angry till now....and i've just heard news to make me even more angrier....aaarrrrgggghhhhh.....damn....

{/Monday, January 08, 2007 ; 11:17 PM}

im back ...im back to blogging man....hahaha....
since the holidays....i've been slacking here and there....
been sick like hell too....and working like hell too....
im such a workaholic man.....cant help it....
found sumbdy who i cn share my life with....
great person....great personality.....
can get along well with him....yeah....helped me out in times of need...
but only trust is what i need.....real trust.......
its kinda hard to regain trust....if u noe wat i mean.....
but im happy now....living life the way i want it now......for now.....
i might never noe what will happen in the near future....