* wish sumbody was here with me

{/Monday, July 30, 2007 ; 12:22 AM}

lets focus on one thing...one of my angels....

left spore on the 28th of july 2007...to live in Abu Dhabi for 3 yrs....omg...i still cant believe it man....me,watie n seri went to send her off...met her family n all....we took a lot of pictures...a lot of hugging goin on...a lot of tears...her mum...she looked so sad to c her daughter leave...a very2 touching moment..we waved goodbye to her at the departure hall till she's out of sight....hope she's doin fine out there....i'll put the pics afta i receive from seri...

{/Monday, April 09, 2007 ; 2:47 AM}

being involved in relationships always brings more heart pain than joy....dats wat i think...
being treated like shit....i hate that....
i'll update dat later....
now i wanna update my holidays...i went phuket!!!!!
it was soo fun there...except for tsunami of course....
i'll update the pics later oso....

{/Saturday, February 17, 2007 ; 10:39 PM}

Happy b-lated bdae to my dearest diana...even though i wished her on the day itself....she must be enjoying herself soo much until she reply me the next day at 6pm....wake up late uh diana..? hhaha...wish u the best in life n to ur future....whoa...21yrs oreadi uh.....
hahaha....as for the CNY....
im spending my time at work....even now...hahaha...boss not in shop wat...so can blog for all i care....hehehek.....gaji confirm boom...
woo....but....still hav to pay for the fuckin saman....
screw u joe phua.....NEA ppl suckers....u screw the bloody $200 out of my bloody wallet.....
as the offence says,"You DID throw a ********* butt in front of Takashimaya Shopping Centre....bla...bla...." u suck ppl blood lah i tell u......
Damn u ppl.....its partly my fault oso....but...haiya.....dustbin just behind us....
wat the hell......btw...happy lunar new year....year of the babi....:)

{/Tuesday, January 16, 2007 ; 2:42 PM}

I received news yesterday when i was working and i cant believe it...its from my colleague....its hard to explain and i cant describe how i feel about it...it's making me soo confused and i cant stop thingking about it at all....every minute and every second of it's always on my mind...haish...tell me how...tell me how...what should i do...but nvmind....i think i'll hav to figure it out by myself...i guess it's all up to me if i wanna do it or not....it really sucks to be me...one problem gone...another comes just when im about to settle down and be happy....but i also cannot understand the whole thing itself...one minute it's this...another minute it's that....i hate fickle minded ppl...they piss me off every time....cant help it...fuckers....

{/Wednesday, January 10, 2007 ; 3:57 PM}

Learn to control my temper...

Things i always do:
-make fun of people
-hit, push, shove, hold or threaten to do so
-stand up and yell(my fav)
-make faces,attack the other's personality
-say "forget it", "i don't care", "so what" or anything that irritates the other
-ALWAYS interrupt

wat do u think abt it? im beginning to feel that im always angry....pissed off....and i can't seem to control my temper man....i'in always tell me to control ur temper....control ur temper....
haish....it's difficult....its just yesterday i was too angry abt some stuff i hit my refrigerator....wat the hell....my mum saw it but she could'nt say anything....she knows when im angry...it means i am...and it takes time to cool down.....maybe it's that im too tired....not enough sleep.....no time for myself...it really sucks to be me....then i hav no other things to say....and im still angry till now....and i've just heard news to make me even more angrier....aaarrrrgggghhhhh.....damn....

{/Monday, January 08, 2007 ; 11:17 PM}

im back ...im back to blogging man....hahaha....
since the holidays....i've been slacking here and there....
been sick like hell too....and working like hell too....
im such a workaholic man.....cant help it....
found sumbdy who i cn share my life with....
great person....great personality.....
can get along well with him....yeah....helped me out in times of need...
but only trust is what i need.....real trust.......
its kinda hard to regain trust....if u noe wat i mean.....
but im happy now....living life the way i want it now......for now.....
i might never noe what will happen in the near future....

{/Wednesday, November 29, 2006 ; 11:30 PM}

i have got nuthin more to say man.....everything's goin fine after the incident happened....it's only that im a bit lonely...as u noe....havin a person to talk to u always....who knows u well...hmm..i guess i hav to find anthr good frend to talk to.....im bored...basically....my frends are limited u noe....im bored.....bored.....im hating school man....has no meaning.....i've been receiving text msgs from my teachers...telling me not to be so SLACK..it's already my last term n bla...bla....bla....reminding me of my sch fees....reminding me that my exams r cuming....fuck u man.....i know wat to do.....stop pushing me around like you're my MOTHER...!!!!! well...u r not my mother.....i hate sch...i hate sch.....get me outta this....i've been bombarded by my teacher.....she said "nisa.....u last time very good...everyday come to class..now u very bad....never c u in class oreadi...!" i wish i culd look at her in her eyes.....lift my MIDDLE FINGER and say..."FUCK U TEACHER!!! IT'S ALL BCOZ OF U I DID'NT GO FOR UR CLASSES!!!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!"......but...i did'nt do it of course.....if i were to do it...i would end up in the general office of course....my my parents would hav to cum down n fetch me...hehe....wat the hell...me n my weird imaginations.....nobody understands me....except for my angels of course....luv them....and it's only left with me who is unattached...hah...the other 3 r already in love....bluueekk....love...heh....love...huh.....wat is love exactly...wat does it mean....how do u show love for each other.....i only feel love from....my family of course.....sedih kan....hmmm......haiya.....hidup pn susah....mau mati pn susah.....isk...isk...choy2....